11.06.2009

::: A Taste of Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum : 11.06.09 :::

“To be a poet is a condition, not a profession.” Robert Frost


Voyeur (above) by mad man & painter extraordinaire Christian Millet, one of our featured artists at the 1st Annual Swirl-A-Bout!on 11.07.09! Christian is also one over 20 resident artists currently being displayed in Mad Swirl's Mad Gallery.

In case you missed it, here's a taste of the yummy poetry we featured this week in Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum...

Mad Circus

This swirling illusion
is only a fusion
of creative energies
forming a synergy
which completely
transforms the ordinary
according to the
quintessential strategy
of transcending humanities
increasing mediocrity
by joyously
and drunkenly
embracing
this creative energy
and expressing living in
all its raw honesty
in this fusing unity
of collective communities
communicating
thru sandblasting
the senses
past these present tenses
creating and curating
this moment in time
that’s a timeless, weightless,
pageless, ageless
circus of madness
and rhymes.

- Johnny Olson

(1 poem added 11.06.09)

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Breadcrumbs

it became too muddled
too ego centered
rather than heart felt.
I promise not to go that way.
I promise to stay at home
and not head to the big city.

in “sophistication” we think
the heart and things to do with the heart
are silly and pointless.
but ah, friend, these are the things that really matter,
that give hope, that take away the sting of the vicious
businessman, or the opportunist pig.

so bring back the sunset, bring back the open road
bring back sprawling on the living room floor
writing poetry and drawing pictures.
bring back the innocence of the dream and the optimism
of making a difference.

- Mike Meraz

(1 poem added 11.05.09)

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Memoirs

It takes depth
to write memoirs,
afternoons full of
questions,
before my voice floods
the cemetery
with music.

- Sergio A. Ortiz

(added 11.04.09)

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Big Building

Once these vertical valleys were reserved
for mountains, Daredevil sparrows, Sons
failing from sun-stroke, evicted angels
meteorites; gaseous glow, stars and other
specks of space spit

oh, no more—

rivets, sparkle, and man-power un-impress
pedestrians: staunch civilians walk the spirals;
stuff the elevators of the Sword of Civilization
impressive
the spear stands and doesn’t spindle
to string: strands of DEATH FROM ABOVE

our heads. Praise to blueprints as
Phallic Man pleasures the sky. I’m Impressed
with the flower of this city. Sorry,

others who wish it’d be sucked into soil
with seeds and celebrity corpses. Sully
Inmates sick of the Sky’s Ulcer, pushing a spiked
shadow from the tall stall

sting and saline as eyes spy; skirt up God’s shimmering shin
:
tourists straining to catch pennies in their eye sockets

On a

congregation of mud, gelling on granite steps taken for granted
CLACK goes the hobo’s cups; germs jitterbugging on grunting
geriatrics and their spot stained mitts choke gracious railing
A CALL a cell call for all to hear; it makes another cell ring a call
such an early time to feed the energy of “You’ve missed me.”
acrylic sprinters are late to be laid off or lay into a CLACKING
keyboard. The tall stall is their stable; the clouds are a
cotton fable. And the blue sky that spreads over the glass
is a cotton picking lie.

Oh,
I Pity the proxies of productivity, this
pulse of industry: small spiders shuffle
in a mother’s sack.
:
inanimate inmates shuffle like penguins on fire
these are the brief stints of barely movement that they lament.
As they gaze over white specks scamper
like baby scorpions on their mother.

They don’t know the sun better than me
than any of the ten-thousands below;
they don’t feel superiority—those who swivel with the gods
they don’t feel anything up there just the

pigeons who gladly; cooly coo and clash
into the glass
:
produced by people; protects people
protects profits and prevents suicides

produced by people; filled by people
who had hoped for more. Except
for the window washer. Who
hopes for less.

- Tyler Malone

(2 poems added 11.03.09)

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Precipice

The surgical procedure went
well, I was told by my heavenly
physician, but a devilish post
operative infection had other
ideas, and tossed me into a funnel
of darkness and delirium.

In a corkscrew whirl of dizzying
distance and time, I was a white
cardboard figure being whipped
by the winds of mortality, until
I caught a precipice to which I
clung by ever loosening fingernails.

I called to a Lord from whom I was
distant. “I am ready to go,” I cried.

The white light known to mark the
end flashed briefly before me, as I
fell back from the cliff in a downward
descent.

A feeling of relief that death had
come was jolted by a switch-like
click I heard deep inside my head.

My eyes opened. I saw my wife, and
I said: “I’m back.”

The mysterious power that clutched
me from the fall remains with me as
a divine gentle touch on my soul.

- Eric Miller

(added 11.02.09)

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Blistered Guitar Fingers and Broken Note Blues

(If you were meant to save him you would have)

Mississippi at midnight
How many times have they been through here?
How many long night rides to gigs?
Smoking cigarettes, giving each other advice
avoiding the cops
avoiding the KKK
Broken jaws heal so slowly
When all you want to do is blow
Mystics in their own right
comparing
ex-wives, ex-dealers, and groupies
whittling the miles away
bullets fired by warm hands
compelled to ricochet
town by town
dive by dive
Cadillac’s with wings
into an unknown night

Something soothing and melodic about passing through small towns
The mystery of voodoo promises whispering broken bone harmonies with foggy lips
The man driving has a sweetheart in Dallas and a wife in Wilsonville
This is the road
where he leaves it all behind
the guilt, the desire, and all the tragedy of life
Perpetuation, destination, free and nameless
With out any identity
if only for a few nights
he can become someone else on stage
he can be a god looking down
Bedroom eyes and wagging tails
Send praises up to him
glinting in the lights
of lust and admiration
But it’s just another demon
with a pretty face
Even if it does look like her
it’s not the real thing
She’ll never
leave Texas for him
Just like he’ll never
leave his wife
for her
But sometimes,
The planets get together
and are aligned just right
and those two artists
become more than their separate lives
They become more than
sinners sneaking around behind god’s back
They meet at midnight
They meet like teenagers
Foreheads meet and inner-eyes kiss
Fog on the windows
Violins and guitars sing
A train keeps the rhythm
and the only witness
is some nameless and forgotten gravel road
just outside Montgomery
He begs for her words
Lyrics from a silver moon tongue
She knows those songs
are the only children
they will ever have together
He knows that their music
lives and breathes
Pick'n-and-a-Grin'n
the only life worth living
So he keeps on driving

- Desmene M. Statum

(as featured in Mad Swirl VI: The Blue Note Issue)

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Therapy

So here we are being analytical
Spiritually lyrical
Chronically cynical
You're no longer apolitical
Folded, twisted, convoluted
My mind's polluted
Shoot it
oops, I dropped a hint
Let information leak out
I should think before I speak out
A victim of diametric interlocution
Imagine if I wasn't symbolically oppressed
My thoughts chemically suppressed
What then would I be thinking
Were I psychically undressed
Perverse aversions, disturbing techniques of avoidance
I'm symptomatically depressed

- William Roberts

(added 10.31.09)

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Poetry Editor

“I have my own little world, but it's okay - they know me here.” Author Unknown

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10.30.2009

::: A Taste of Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum 10.30.09 :::

“Be touched by the beautiful anxiety of life.” Rainer Maria Rilke


Drunk (above) by illustrator Tom Harding, one of over 20 resident artists currently being displayed in Mad Swirl's Mad Gallery.

In case you missed it, here's a taste of the yummy poetry we featured this week in Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum...

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an invitation to the truth

I invite all makers and lovers of beauty into my heart tonite.

Everything I write
is what it is
be what it be
is what it be
taken with the upshot imagery
of the Buddhas
and the screaming
dull seas,
because the sky is bullshit
and the spirit is
and has no fault.

i seek all that can hold in compassion
the words that i'm spilling out
to be my absolute truth
or not.
benevolence
and kindness thats ripe
so that i may learn
and teach to learn
these things i yearn
and drum up in me
the patchy winds
of sobriety
so that i don't jacky don't jacky up
'cause
50 means goodbye
alone
and bloated and loving my poor dead mother
too long.

sad eyed ladies
bemouthed of lazy
want free cigarettes
want to fuck
before they turn 34,
won't wear yellow
to shame the sun and only come out
when there is a battle to
be won.

in blues mens clothes
to batter my weather in
button and tie
and fend off all the matters
and live like a monk
with the holy virgin mary
my only lover
fends me free of
my femininity
and the choices that
are so impossible.

I CALL ON ALL WHO CAN HEAL ME

can you heal me?

with drink tickets
plastic baggies
and promises of adventure
to crave your attention on long verby tick tack typing
fixated
mesmerized on the stature of you
in the faint light reflections of yester donts
hoping that the
shake bump bump shake bump bump shake bump bump shake...
will break your from your sleep
to come home to your 2 point one
thick with dissapointments...

You,
You don't even know my friends.
How could you?
rowdy and horny,
the kind of people who will smuggle a
bottle of whiskey into a bar
only to later drop it on the floor
like a baby slick with bathwater
and love the night
all the more
we with talent that cannot be denied

give me the beat with stolen harmonica
give me the beat with stolen kisses
give me the beat with worn out alcohol eyes

pass the joint
give me a nother ciggaboo
and watch the birds flock away from the wild eyed
drunk as fuck poets
standing on the corner
outside my favorite
open mic..

where we go
to fuck you up.

we are here to fuck you up

we are you in your unadulterated form
we are the lifeless drones in the cubicles
we are the eat shit for dinner retail whores
we are the two fifty an hour waitresses
we are the stay at home moms
we are the warehouse workers
we are the do what you can'ers
we are the manic depressive solos
we are the older once were younger's

and this is something that you just don't understand
you can't understand
in your tired
monotone
version of us.

i thought i was old
until i ran into a poet
who had no soul.
see,
you don't even know.

how could you?

- Opalina Salas

(as featured in Mad Swirl VI: The Blue Note Issue)

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Hallmark Cards from the Rubber Room

¿why must brushstroke of your tears endear nearness in me?
¿why must the fruit of your smiles root fire inside of me?
~ bookshelves have forsaken me ~
~ gone are El Che, César Chávez, all of Maya’s union warcries ~

¿how many swan dives must it take to revive your blackened heart?
¿how many scars must it take to jar shooting stars from your flesh?
~ flowerpots have forsaken me ~
~ gone are banana slug, tallness of redwood, all of Maya’s freckle-faced sunshine ~

¿must your hairs airbrush his prayer but tear down mine?
¿must your lips skip in beats to his heart but silence mine?
~ bathroom counter has forsaken me ~
~ gone are razor blades, cellphone charger for 2, all of Maya’s fragrance in 4 different languages ~

- Lee Minh Sloca

(added 10.29.09)

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I Turned Around and Kicked My Shadow..., It Was Being Too Clingy...

I just wish my shadow would give me some personal space... it keeps invading it, maybe I’ll get a restraining order on it... insanity appeared and cast a bright, white shadow on my broken shoe, I had no idea what to do about it, I guess I’ll just go and water the infidels, they’re wilting again..., I suspected granularity of immense tininess, but I just couldn’t prove it..., I’ll have to hire the plastic-encrusted, fried detectives next time..., I’ve seen your brain-stimulation process, and I don’t like it..., I can rain down a more interesting one, and don’t touch the orange powder...

- Eric J. Brinovec

(1 poem added 10.28.09)

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Foreclosure

This is why we never say never:
Because dust still crusts under our fingernails.
Because cardboard can still scratch you
And make you bleed. Oh, these boxes –
The ones you swore we would never,
Ever need again. You had found it, I thought,
Our little Eden in the suburbs. But here we are:
Fourteen years in a house that will not
Be ours anymore, and with a month to go
Till the bankers come around. Here we are at
Another day to pack our belongings
And climb on the back of another beast
Of burden. It’s a small consolation that Jesus
Walked the Earth without a place to call His own,
But look! We’re not talking homelessness today.
You are moving right down the street
into a gingerbread house tasting of slate.
I want to tell you it was not your fault,
But I don’t know anything. It is all I can do
To reach down and help, slinging old notebooks
Into the garbage bag you hold open for me.
It is an overwhelming desire to fall at your feet
And tell you that in my eyes, you were never a failure
You were never anything less than perfect
But you’re bleeding again, aren't you:
a hangnail caught on the corrugate.

- Christy Gualtieri

(added 10.27.09)

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Thumbs
(a snapshot, now landlocked)

A sparrow:
If you want to write words as they
are, you have to see everythin
wrong. Still the hermit crab on

the windowsill keeps rearranging,
two volumes of Sophocles.

James registered – too salty to be anything
but sarcastic, though it sounded
nicer against air molecules.
Five bodies sharing one shower have

that effect. A tall stubble with a lip
ring (is that what made the
accent?) said that if I let him draw on

my body he would buy me a drink. We met
in minutes over souvenirs and
yet he asked, trust?

When I come back the print
is always falling or already on the ground.

- Kat Dixon

(1 poem added 10.26.09)

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BELLA TINA

Bella Tina, Tina Bella
Hungers for an artsy fella
One who’s kind and kinda mellow
One who’s spine’s defined, not jello!
Is she searching all around
Like a rabbit on the ground
Is her habit making sounds?
We don’t know, they’ve not been found!
Is she like a wandering waif?
Protecting chords to keep them safe?
Does she sound real rough and gruff?
Eat pasta? Basta! That’s enough!
A mystery girl, each night she dines
Without me on her bread and wine.

Time is funny, rarely fair
It lengthens teeth and whitens hair
Each moment gives more time to me
To write this lousy poetry.
It seems that out of life’s rich bowl
Her fruit is cute, she’s in control
Of how she likes her things to go
Whether fast or whether slow
There is no other girl like this
Aloof thus far, her lips unkissed
A succulent morsel for imagination
A conduit for communication
Wishing us the best of days
A human nymph with radiant ways
Where the Bella Tina goes
Who can say? On twinkle toes!
She catches light beams from the skies
And sends them forth with radiant eyes.
How could I know? I’ve never seen her…
That Tina Bella, Bella Tina.

3/5/09

- Smokey Miles

(added 10.25.09)

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Inferno

& when you finally touch down
in hell
(no red carpet)
the coffee’s gonna need to be strong.
Hungover-horny & (shit!) your sunglasses
left at home in a jacket pocket.
Of all the things to be without...
Sterling Morrison, Joey Ramone & Ray Charles
smarter men than you (on this score)
look godlike standing round in shades
(still!)
The future’s so bright, etc.
It's funny, Lucifer’s looking a lot
like Danny Tenaglia these days.
Guess he’s always hoarded the killer tunes.
Had them all
back at the tree, in snaketime. Brokered ever since.
So here’s the rub:
there’s drugs everywhere
but no painkillers
or sleepers.
Figure pretty quick that you won’t
be sleeping ‘til… who knows…
Judgement?
But by then your bender will’ve
gathered such momentum that
you’ll’ve forgotten everything
important – even what they say
about the wicked. Anyway, it’s true. And
they're out of ice.

Notes: Sterling Morrison played guitar in The Velvet Underground. Danny Tenaglia is a New York-based DJ known for his marathon stints behind the decks (20 hour sets are not unusual for him).

- Stu Hatton

(added 10.24.09)

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Editor-in-chief

MH Clay
Poetry Editor

“We are odd compounds full of explosive material to which circumstances may at any time apply a spark, with results undreamed of even by those who thought they knew us best.” Joseph Farrell

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Join us this coming Wednesday (11.04.09)...


As Mad Swirl continues doing the poetic & musical Open Mic voodoo that what we do as we are celebrate our 10th Birthday AND our 5th Open Mic Anniversary!
Wanna be a part of this whole mad swirly celebration? Then shoot us an e-mail (crazy@madswirl.com) and let us know what you got in your mad mind.

After we get our celebratin' on, join Mad Swirl along with the musically magical trio Swirve, as we do their darndest to both blow and open our minds. We will be callin' all you mystically mad poets, musicians, dancers, actors, singers, performers & any other miscellaneous mad ones in the Dallas/Fort Worth area to come & strut your mad stuff!

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Join us next Saturday (11.07.09)...


Ladies & Gentlemen, Loose-Women & Pickpockets, Hipsters & Squares, step right up! The mad ones at Mad Swirl are proud to present to you...Swirl-A-Bout! On 11.07.09 we will be featuring the maddest mad ones that we know! Poets? Lots of 'em! Musicians? 10-4 good buddy! Visual artists? Do we! Fire breathers? Yup. Burlesque dancers? You can bet your pretty lil' bottom dollar we do! Click here to buy your ticket to ride and to find out more about Swirl-A-Bout!

10.23.2009

::: A Taste of Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum 10.23.09 :::

“I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.” Jack Kerouac


Persistance (above) by mad painter Joseph A. Garrison, one of over 20 resident artists currently being displayed in Mad Swirl's Mad Gallery.

In case you missed it, here's a taste of the yummy poetry we featured this week in Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum...

Writers With Bookings

Ezra Pound
Looks hostile
In all of his
Mug shots.

Charles Bukowski
Looks drunk
In all of his.

Robert Frost
Looks sophisticated
In all of his
Pictures.

He doesn’t have
A mug shot.

I have
A mug shot.

I guess that’s why
I don’t read
Frost much.

- Justin Test

(added 10.23.09)

The Tragedy of the Ballpoint

Your finger fumbles to find my button,
as you press me against a void white wall.
Thrusting your callused hands around my neck,
you took advantage, I was your violent click.

Your pale knuckling hands held me all night:
Shaking, trembling, eventually crumbling tight.
Your sweat plunged down my body,
as ink stained you after every moon.

That first night we made love,
Or was it lust, envied by Aphrodite?
Your bruised, stained hands caressed me:
I would rather be used for a tracheotomy.

You were a wordsmith, and I was your well.
I never dried up, you said I failed,
but you failed as well. Treated me like
I was your obsession, your fetish, your release.

I was your whore, and you my rapist.
A lover without Hera’s blessing.
A user, a dreamer, you are Houdini.
A stupid magician, just a silly escapist.

September 11, 2008

- Craig Terry

(added 10.22.09)

Refusal to the Past and Future

I REFUSE TO GO AWAY. I REFUSE TO LET PASS TIME.
Because time will never last: I refuse to let it pass.
I refuse to go away. I refuse every single day.
Because time will never last: I refuse to let it pass.
I refuse to wait. Without time I'm never late

for my queen, and I'll never sleep. I'll always be
AWAKE. I refuse to go away. I refuse every single ray.
Because time will never last: I refuse to let it pass.
I'll never flower. I refuse every single hour.
Because death is very sour: I refuse every hour.

I have found the cure for time: never let bells chime.
The past must never be the future. It must always be now.
Now think about what's going on. It's time we won.
It's time we lose. And I REFUSE! I REFUSE!
Because time will never last: I refuse to let it pass.
I refuse to let it pass.

- James Jason Dye

(added 10.21.09)

The Exploding Penis

So I woke up this morning and got out of bed to use the toilet,
when suddenly
MY PENIS EXPLODED!

No, not like a spontaneous ejaculation,
(though that happens to me sometimes)
I mean like my entire penis blew up into tiny smithereens
Subatomic particles of my dick burst out into infinite directions
scattered on the floor, the smoldering ashes…
flashes of vanquished pubic hair singed…
behind what was once an erection…

Miraculously, however, my testicles were unscathed
(but it looked really strange only having a pair of balls with no penis attached)

I cried out in vain,
“What shall I do?”
“How will I urinate?”
“How will I have sexual intercourse?”
“How will I find Mrs. Right?”

I immediately phoned my doctor to inform him of my plight
He said that this thing happens quite often and is
vastly underreported by the media
It could easily be an unwanted side-effect
of all the prescription and non-prescription drugs
that I’ve been abusing
He said I should come to his office at once
so I can be fitted with a brand-new penis

I ran out my door into the humid Florida morning
(wearing only a hot pink bathrobe and hair curlers)
and jumped into my car, peeling out of the parking lot,
CRANKING up that new Lady GaGa song “Just Dance”

During the drive, I do hand dances along to the music
I “Vogue,” I “Pulp Fiction,”
I do that swim dive move that has been out of fashion since
before I was born; but I still do it anyway

The traffic on the Palmetto Expressway was a pain in the ass
I worried that I’d never get to the doctor’s office fast
Time is of the essence when these sorts of things occur
Fortunately I saw a cop decked out in fake fur
I pleaded to him:

“Officer! Help! My penis has exploded! I need to get to the doctor at once!”

He told me that the same thing happened to him four years ago in the Yucatan Peninsula
and provided me a police escort with blaring sirens through the highway
(he also did funky hand dances along on the way)
(and even did the YMCA)

When I arrived at the office,
my doctor showed me a bunch of new shiny penises to pick
He really had an amazing selection of pricks
I chose the latest model, in neon green, that came with a lifetime warranty
This one will never explode, the doctor guaranteed

My doctor also had an impressive assortment of vaginas,
which he attempted to cajole me on,
just in case I was interested in switching my sexual organ preference
I told him no; I’m satisfied with my current genitalia
And, as much as I love vaginas, they require too much maintenance
While he swore that he knew an innovative vagina mechanic, who does express
gynecological examinations in 15 minutes or less from his bedroom in Hialeah,
I told him no thanks and asked to be fitted with my new penis

After this, I left the office feeling refreshed
and happy

Nothing like a new penis on a sunny day
Nothing at all

- Newamba Flamingo

(2 poems added 10.20.09)

Oceana

flesh and fire conspire
to become one
truth obscured by the sun
a light
rips away the night
frightened
exposed
dawn's breaking finds me
cold
wet
shaking

- William Roberts

(added 10.19.09)

3 mirror poems
by kenshiro dan
(a tokyo psychiatrist, who "records" his cases in a mad, poetic form)

(i)
gone

lost forever
leaving me behind,
forever lost

(ii)
unchanging

he wrote her, saying:
"now that we're no longer together,
i find that i'm more with you
than i ever was..."
she replied:
"now that we're no longer together,
i find that i'm no less with you
than i ever was..."

(iii)
distorted faces

staring strangely
at the girl
strangely staring

- Norbert Luciano

(1 poem added 10.18.09)

Giving credit

My wife held my hand
Crushed it
As the banker went on
About our credit
Small time crooks getting straight
We just want a house
She said
Tears in her eyes
Spinning pizzas is not enough for a roof
Nor is waiting tables
But we have a car
I don’t like this smile
My parole agent told me about that
These looks from white collars
Like they are so pure and clean
He might as well be a pedophile
We should have robbed this bank
Shot him with our masks on
My Bonnie and I
Fiercely beautiful and romantic
Our lays were so good after a coup
Now it is different
With the belly
Without the heat
But we’re straight now
Citizens
Cans of food instead of guns
My tattoos are hidden under a nice shirt
Nobody notices me anymore
Don’t know if I like that better
This guy doesn’t know better
He should give us credit
For not shooting him in the face
But I don’t have guns anymore
I miss them
That
And the flat belly of my woman.

- Phillip David

(added 10.17.09)

The whole Mad Swirl of everything to come keeps on keepin' on... now... now... NOW! Every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every every EVERY there is! Wanna join in the poetic conversations going on in Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum? Then stop by whenever the mood strikes! We're swirling it here 24/7!

Certifiably Swirlified!

Johnny O
Editor-in-chief

MH Clay
Poetry Editor

“Great things are not accomplished by those who yield to trends and fads and popular opinion.” Jack Kerouac


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10.16.2009

::: A Taste of Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum 10.16.09 :::

“An artist feels vulnerable to begin with; and yet the only answer is to discard more armor.” Eric Maisel


The Magic Hour (above) by mad painter Jimmy Ovadia, one of over 20 resident artists currently being displayed in Mad Swirl's Mad Gallery.

In case you missed it, here's a taste of the yummy poetry we featured this week in Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum...

these boots

chris from upstairs
showed at my door
with a pair of
tan leather
red-wings.

he's got
slight brain damage
and ptsd
from bad foster care placements
as a kid.
he didn't
tell me any of that.
i met his caseworker
in the hall
one afternoon.

heard you're leaving,
he said.
sad to see you go
consider you
my good friend.

told him
i need something bigger
than an efficiency
cause my son's
gonna start
spending the night
couple times a week.
that and the cockroaches:
i don't mind em
but don't want my son
having to deal with that.

yea
if i wasn't on ssdi
i'd find something better myself,
he said
and handed me
the boots.

i seen yours
sitting out front your door
all winter
looking pretty scraggly.
we're about same size
figured you could
use a new pair.

told me
they belonged
to his twin brother:
he died
in a construction accident
down in tempe arizona
five years ago.

they're too tight
in the foot
for me.
tim had narrower feet
and didn't have
shit for brains
like me neither,
he said
and stuck out his hand
and said
if things went sour
at my new place
i was welcome
to his couch.

- Justin Hyde

(3 poems added 10.16.09)

No longer a writer, washed up, overcast

In this instance an immersion of the writer; who hereby decrees that he is no longer a writer, will benefit the following story as the narrator, or orator if you will, with a flick of the wrist he hovers over the collective consciousness of humanity looking for his own body; much like a cat looking into a fish bowl that has been overrun by sea monkeys, resulting in the capture of his former self, the writer, leaving him dangling in the air, feet kicking and shouting profanities like a meek mouse quarreling over a morsel of food.

The orator, who is no longer one of the literary elite, holds between his pointer finger and thumb the umbilical cord of his former self, now this is quite curious for upon his initial inspection into the collective consciousness it had revealed no such extension protruding from any of the miniature bodies, In fact the only life line that was apparent was their gaping mouths and their empty eyes that reflected each other’s anguish, no cords were seen, no dried out ropes were visible, and no source of connection was readily available, perhaps the mindless chatter that filled the air expanding this bubble was their connection, a slow realization of birth penetrates the orators mind, who no longer spreads words on paper, yet has resorted to conducting grand speeches inside his oversized head, and he remembers when he was ripped from the safe confines of his mother’s womb.

Perhaps the angry slew of words slung at him were of the same emotion, the same disconnect that can cause a person to react in panic, if he were not dangling in mid-air attached to his once vital life force he would be running about his house trying to douse the many panic fires he had set in his disheveled state of fear.

Nevertheless the former wordsmith clutched the cord that felt like the shed skin of an Oberon snake who was finally victorious with his many failed attempts at devouring himself, too much pressure would cause the cord to crumble and leave the small, angry man to drop to his death much like a fallen angel who had been sent back to the earth to signal of the coming apocalypse, with his synapses firing in slow motion the conductor, who no longer controls the crowds, cautions his muscles to be graceful and delicate with their grasp on this sad little mans fate for he would not, could not stomach, the fact that he could be the cause of any abuse or death to such a lonely screamer, a fleeting thought passed through the resigned artists mind that had more than enough space to contain the dreams of the entire collective, this thought was almost rationale and could restore the balance once again to the now uneven flow of the occupants inside the bubble, but if he returned his self, which probably is just a small measure of his own ego, then he feared that he would be stuck on the outside looking in for the rest of eternity,

And even a former writer who has determined that he is washed up, spent, casting wishes into a dried up well, could not sustain that harsh reality of being so entirely disconnected from the world and all of its pains and surely he could not endure the isolation for even one minute, for even a writer who has snapped his pen in half knows deep down that the spirit inside of him, the mad, ravenous voice cannot be contained forever, so the declaration of a writer who publicly states that he is no longer a writer just craves the attention and affirmation that he is one of the greats and he must carry on is just a ruse and a frantic ploy to be remembered after death as he was so cherished when the collective society celebrated the birth of another damned soul, adding to the burden they all carefully construct when the first smack on the ass resounds in the sterile rooms where the families eagerly awaits their next victim.

- John C Sweet

(1 poem added 10.15.09)

LATE NIGHT SPECIAL

I went three for one at Ace’s Pizza
And got handed my arse
In a blizzard of fists
All I asked for was olives
They gave me capers
With a young buck
Who placed his ring upon my crown
And his belly in my face
And the staff shouted police
And then please no mores
There’s tomato all over the
Black and checker floor tiles
And I guess I was trying to chuckle
But I couldn’t as he was so angry
With my head and
With the idiot within it
So I gave in

- Anthony Murphy

(added 10.14.09)

MASKS

They wore masks, multicolored masks for breakfast, lunch, and
dinner, at work and in the home, in the spring, summer, fall, and winter, different faces for different occasions and seasons;

ordinary faces, nondescript, boring faces, barren faces,
dispassionate faces, forgettable faces;

they possessed charming faces, glittering faces, faces of joy
and laughter;

and hypnotic faces too, hiding dark truths and secrets.

Inside Auschwitz, they wore savage faces, twisted faces,
gnarled faces, brittle faces exploding into monstrous rage.

But at Solahutte, a recreation lodge by the Sola River
outside the death camp, SS officers and SS female
auxiliaries (Helferinnen) shed steel masks of sin,

concealing hidden layers of iron hatred and ineffable
evil metastasizing in brain cells devoid of soul.

And they covered their dark faces with gold masks of
joy and laughter.

They wore multicolored masks and now, we struggle to
decipher who they really were.

Some speak of the banality of evil.
Were they ordinary people-good,
civilized folks obedient to authority,

or a volcano of Aryan identity and
madness ready to explode in the
secret innards of Auschwitz?

I see their smiling faces at Solahutte,
unscarred by savage deeds,
and I suspect the latter.

- Mel Waldman

(3 poems added 10.13.09)

Hey Joe
To Johnny Olson from Mad Swirl magazine, whose poem “Joe” put me in such a mad swirl.

I have been down back one ways
I have faced the odds
Within, those without too.
Joe, john, johnny, or hello Joe.
I have know hunger
the odds within me
Would always get me, Joe

hello, Joe.
"It hurts when a mate dies
Does it not?"
are all our dreams fading?
Sometimes, I do not
Want to be here,
Joe;
I have always been a lonely poet,

an exile, a stranger to myself,
Or what I was expected to be.

This nation was baptized in blood
in Turkey.
Some we look up for failures;
Ned Kelly, Les Darcy,
Lenny McPherson,
Turkey;
hey Joe.

I raise my glass again to the God Dionysus
The God of the vine
who taught us to turn the fruit of the vine
into wine.

What you you think, Joe,
the land of the brave and free is it fading?

“The Leaves of Grass”,
Billy Holiday,

“The Death of a Salesman”,
Lenny Bruce,
Martin Luther King.
are our dreams dying?
are they, Joe?

Well Joe,

what is it to be a man?

What is this thing or something else,

this phantom or ghost that haunts us,

that we must yield to

but nothing else not even death.
Hey Joe?

I have felt you here around me.
I caught a glimpses of sparkling light.
I am used to having the dead around,
I live with them.
They can do me no harm;
and besides I need the company,
Could only have been you or Ricky,

Joe.

Ricky died last November.
For Ricky

enough was never enough.
He died from a toxic tonic.
It is not Ricky,

it could only be you

Joe.

Ricky told me with relish,
the last time he had plenty,
how he fucked his brains out.
Ricky was a lost soul

he needed his tonics.
The only way

To escape the voices
in his head.

Hey Joe,
I know you are listening.
All my heroes

died at Gallipoli.

I have never met my real father,
or had a mother's love;
hey Joe

My first father my uncle
he use to go to Tommo's,

A two-up game;
Used to drive the coppers crazy;

it did,

the location changed daily,

they could never find it,

to bust it.
it was invitation only,
in a day before mobile phones;
that meant you had to be in the know.

Lenny McPherson,
Joe Misner,
Tom Domican,

Tilly Devine,
Kate Leigh;

Hey Joe,

The world is stranger than fiction.
is it not?
I know
how fate can turn in upon us;
you do, too,
don't you

Joe?

Birth is woman's business,
death is the only thing for us.

It just is how it is.
Women must yield to the pain of child-birth;
we are taught to yield to nothing.

Love is always stronger than pride
is it not?
let me tell you about an angel
the fact is I do not know her
but I know she is beautiful with a delicate touch
as only a woman can have;
I who have loved and lost,
as love always does;
we expect too much from it;
but what there.

what else is there,
hey Joe?

Hey Joe.

The mind is the last boundary
and where it will take us,
I do not know.
I do not know anything;
not even if it is the mind or the heart.
all I know is that we must love;
is that not so,
hey Joe.

- John Najjar

(added 10.12.09)

Onward

Walking backwards
uphill
towards the cemetery outside
the Italian fishing village I spy on
terraced tomato gardens,
shirts, pants and underwear drying on balconies,
rickety scaffolds braced against sturdy apartment buildings
needy of a well-deserved colorful facelift.

Zigzagging the asphalt road
past a two-hundred year old place of worship,
epiphany strikes
shedding light, revealing the manner of perspective
on my former path
of striding forward
with both eyes open only
to the path of what has been
or should have been
and not the endless possibilities
of what existence can be
...today.

Interrupting the mountain ferals
felines playing catch-me-if-you-can contests
behind the gravestones,
I place a stake of purple bougainvillea
on my ancestor’s white marble marker
one amongst many pioneers of the region
- Basso, Rosasco and Columbo -
legends who ruled the land with nets,
poles and cargo from the sea.

The seaport Arabic clock tower
butted-atop the Gothic church
rings nine times;
five minutes later,
another near the graveyard
repeats time’s unrelenting march forward
reminding me of papa’s age
- eighty-one –
when the ocean took him
before I could say I love you
one last time.

Returning to the small town,
I see
children dressed for the heat
wading in the fountain
sneaking behind parked cars
playing
hide and seek in the town’s square.
Grandparents, parents
seated on stone walls, benches,
gossiping with their hands
telling stories of families
love gained,
love lost.

One hundred flights of stairs later
towards my apartment in the former castle stronghold
I hear Marco Polo!
from the teenagers
on the playground near the train station
and whispers of anticipation
for fireworks,
a village anniversary,
a rave of sensuality,
music and celebration.

Dusk slowly turns night
from my balcony
and I notice
boys and girls
continue their elusive games
while lovers play kiss and tell
behind the train station terminal
unaware, uncaring too,
as the tourists and locals savor
their last licks
of spumoni
and slices of life,
pepperoni, porcini, pesto.

Parents scream out their windows
children plead back for more time,
lovers remain silent in the shadows
whispering between the bed sheets
for something more
than what life offers
tonight.

Looking ahead
down the backward path
I, too, envision a future
that calls me away from the water,
the land, our home,
as do each man, woman, teenager and child
who pray and dream for summer adventures
of a life severed from the past,
backwards in technology,
but not culture, heritage,
or spirit
in their small corner of the universe.

onward

- Joseph D. DiLella

(3 poems added 10.11.09)

Poem on a napkin of no use to you

And there are days
When all that passes my eyes
Are hollow point rounds
While knees crush anonymous
Motel floors
My blood is steam cleaned
Just in time for
The adultery that holds a family
In time for
The coke deal that puts
government formula to
Infant lips
I'm right on time
I'd rather be a forgotten blood cell
In lonesome truckstop love
Than bones wrapped in wasted cloth

- Jason S Bowe

(added 10.10.09)

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Johnny O
Editor-in-chief

MH Clay
Poetry Editor

“What is madness? To have erroneous perceptions and to reason correctly from them.” Voltaire


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10.09.2009

::: A Taste of Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum 10.09.09 :::

“Sanity is a madness put to good uses.” George Santayana


Skull Men (above) by one of our featured artists Kristin Fouquet, one of over 20 resident artists displayed in Mad Swirl's Mad Gallery.

In case you missed it, here's a taste of the poetic morsels featured in Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum this week...

I am yesterday

please don’t turn me away
from where I belong
color going
I don’t see the difference
between yesterday and tomorrow
gravestones say terrible
things to yellow mosquitoes
that come to kill
bad things happen
so long as good people
are afraid of mosquitoes
there will be no revolution
there will be many SAD THINGS
I LOVE, but nothing profound
will come to me
I am yesterday
and before that I was before that
now I am a Persian rug
a quilt, a scarf
a rag doll, dirty
socks.

(9.4.09)

Chris Hamilton

(3 poems added 10.09.09)

she wore

she wore three shades
of blue on a sunny
summer day
and a sweater
in ninety degree weather

i went to buy
her a flower
to see her smile
but when i did

she only
cried

Casey Quinn

(added 10.08.09)

In your absence

in your absence
it seems there is less me

my wine doesn't last
as long

the days are never satisfied
the gardens are filled with dead flowers

we will have our time again

our time will be fat with laughter

Joshua Weir

(1 poem added 10.07.09)

Dawn Draws the Wound

night's plucked beards
leashing
the dust
a million maimed eyes
eternal under calico lights
startling, burn like hair
always stiff
soft heat
a ghetto

nickel visions
wine flood
garbage like soaring flutes
wars, forced free feast
cataclysms
arches of day

squat blooming faces
infant oceans
glistening night's foot
far-flung arteries
of infinite rampant
thought black
upturned
dawn draws the wound

A.J. Kaufmann

(added 10.06.09)

It's MY pie

I slip, incognito
into the blindness of the day,
happy to meander sightless,
braille touch to hot coals
while my goose is cooked,
tender to the knife
and obviously forked up.

A morsel for your mercy,
tasty poison in a loving cup,
delivered in a rendered sauce
for a hypocrite's gander.

I duck from the solar flares,
far from the gamma rays
of exploding suns,
run to the icy regions
where the spots don't reach,
cool in my unique sameness.

Delivered ready to eat
into the fires of my own making.
Captured in the hungry mouth
of a jealous Satan,
I have stolen from him
my own little slice
of Hell.

Rose Morales

(3 poems added 10.05.09)

GOOD SAMARITAN

It’s been a long winter’s day.

Tired, hungry, in no mood to compete,
I just want to get home. Instead I find
myself with a bunch of crazed student
motorist graduates from the K-Mart
driving academy for the unconscious.

I’m stuck in traffic, heavy snow falling.
I stay well back, as I watch three cars
ahead, trying to get up a hill. The first
car is sliding backwards, wheels spinning
and smoking, as it hits the second car and
turns it sideways, then this driver keeps on
turning the wheel, right into the third car,
which was already facing backwards.

They all come to a dead stop at the bottom
of the hill, each pointing in a different direction.
The second driver gets out of his car, beats the
first driver unconscious. The third driver punches
the second driver, and throws him into the first
car’s trunk, then, wakes the unconscious
first driver and beats him unconscious again.

In the meantime, two of the cars roll off the
road into a lake. Insane from watching all of this,
I exit my car and ask the one conscious driver,
“are you okay?” “Go to hell, you moron,”
he replies.

Still unfazed, I smile and rescue the trapped
driver, gently wake the unconscious driver,
get them all up and about, wish them all well
and merry, then, consciously, concertedly,
run the three fuckers over.

Joseph Roque

(added 10.04.09)

MANY TWITCHING LEGS

Staring at the roach on my ceiling at 11pm
while holding a glass of wine,
I wonder if he has been there
since I left for work because
he has been poisoned,
or not

And now I am sure I will have
some kind of horrible dream tonight,
thanks to his stagnation and my
many twitching
legs

Nicole Kuwik

(2 poems added 10.03.09)

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Johnny O
Editor-in-chief

MH Clay
Poetry Editor

“The experience of each new age requires a new confession, and the world seems always waiting for its poet.” Ralph Waldo Emerson

10.02.2009

::: A Taste of Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum 10.02.09 :::

“Though this be madness, yet there is method” William Shakespeare


Turmoil (above) by our featured artist Jon Marquette, one of over 20 resident artists displayed in Mad Swirl's Mad Gallery.

In case you missed it, here's is a listen to the poetic conversation in Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum this week...

Ground Control

We glided in guided by floated I love yous posted there by a soon-to-be-passed-out angel who was feeling each heart beat with heated feelings to the core of her being...or at least until the drugs, ecstasy we suspected...stopped working.

We met our hosts who promptly asked us burning questions like, what's your burner name? and what's your burning game? and...and...it was all so weird and trippy and wacky until finally we got to feeling just fine as the hand-slapped ecstasy kind of kicked in. We rolled down the windows of our souls just to see if we could fit in with this crew of wacked out party people.

Androgynous men and glittered girls, fire-eaters and glowstick twirls, rolling thru the twighlight hours, clenched jaws, bugged-out eyes, just ain't so funny when time's flown by and look at that, it's 4:00 a.m. and the night is oh-so-old and everything we could have said has done been told, we got burned out on these wacked out party people.

We said good night and bid farewells, broken was their burning spells...the party favors had run their course and in it's place came dawn's remorse, we said (or did we?) we'd be back for more and made our way to the door. Thanks for having us in your steeple all you wacked out party people.

Gianni Sacco

(1 poem added 10.02.09)

I Got Me

Look at you.
Coming in, ever so gently while I sleep.
Look at you.
Profilin'.
Not at all realizin
that I know you're lyin.
Look at you.
Always wantin' to play when for you it's convenient
not knowin that I'm not here for your amusement.

When, still you lay
you probably say
that on me you'll impose your will
and send to me an evil chill.

You always creep in my head when I'm vulnerable and least expect it
telling me all kinds of lies, fibs, and bullshit.

Like "You can't do this." "You can't do that."
"Here's what you you need to do." "This is what you're good at."
"You're not smart enough to have an intellectual conversation,
since you don't have a high-brow, formal education."

I sought comfort in you but you weren't there.
I guess I shouldn't have put that expectation in the air.
When you said that you were tellin the truth and not lyin,
you did so as I was sufferin and cryin.

And the more people try and tell me what you mean,
the more I tell them "That's not what I've seen."

But I tell you this my dear:
I've been striped down to the core of my mangled soul
and swam by myself in the big fishbowl.

I've cried my last cry for you, so don't even try
to say that you can change in the blink of an eye.

I know who you are now
so you'd better let go.
I don't wantcha around anymore cause
you don't allow me to grow

I'm out. I'm open. I'm here.
and it's you whom I no longer fear
and to have true happiness,
I must cast you back into nothingness.

Sure, you can scream and make a scene
but I'm here to tell you that this mind is lean.
I take responsibility for my thoughts, words, deeds.
And for that I don't need to say a dogmatic creed.

I won't act as if you don't exist
because I know what I resists persists.
Instead, I'll look you in the eye and acknowledge your existence
and boldy tell you that you no longer have my allegience.

If you have a second before you go,
I'd like to tell you somethin' incredible
and hearing what you just heard
you might think improbable.

If it weren't you, I wouldn't have black, then I wouldn't have white
and the experiences of dark that give me light.
I'd like thank you for being in my life
cause if it weren't for you I wouldn't have the decades of strife.

I've come full circle now and got nothing left to say
except that we all make choices in life and in who we pay.
I no longer feel the need to repent
so I guess this it.

Don't ask who I'll lean on if I don't use you as a tree,
cause In the end you got you, and I got me.

Randal Scott

(added 10.01.09)

adorable grotesque

since having the best:
gears in ice...
traveling west
of a pavement night...
sleeping a ditch in the dew
shoveling buckets of you
into a light
across the border.
sampling pregnancy
awkward and kicking
through walls
into oceans
under stars.

Matthew Dickens

(added 09.30.09)

At Selam's
for TO

Might have been a jar
of butterflies the way
my heart fluttered
at the thought of saying

those three words. We were
in a club below U Street dancing
to Afro beats. You painted your face
with white dots along your nose

and forehead. All I knew of you then
could fit inside the head of a flame.
And I might have been a lantern
glowing with what I wanted to tell you.

But those words were lost
in the roll of your hips,
when you lifted your hem to the side
as if what pulsed from speakers

bared its horns before charging at us.
They were lost amongst silhouettes
knocked this way and that by the rhythm;
lost in a room of dumb bodies

the DJ jerked like a puppet master.
That night, you grinded my back side
into the brick wall, and took my tongue
the way a tsunami overtakes a small boat.

But I was haunted by worst case
scenarios – a needle scratching
the vinyl record, its waxy silence,
you pulling away.

Alan King

(added 09.29.09)

11

Words expire,
turn flat, crispless.

Compost remaining

letters, use them
to fertilize

new words, grow

a healthy concept
whose flowering

mouths thirst

for rain to impregnate
them with fruit.

Michael Constantine McConnell

(3 poems added 09.28.09)

THIS IS AMERICA

Where wheat meets oiled white skins
Rough rubber balls twang their metal counterparts
On pinball machines
Where stale rye is the musk of old women
Who singe fake blond hair, and miss caramel lips
But hit pearl front teeth, to make ‘em red
The squirrely kids get high under dripping sky
Smattering their empty heads with empty love
‘cuz they’ve got blue too much too often
(amidst tires chirping and stray-dog banter
in the stale frame of the family,
saluting the flaccid flag there at school)
A scribbled note lies on a post-it,
stapled three times
To a telephone pole:
The Kids these days have lost their way
though the old ones wish they were young
and America’s problem isn’t a problem at all
it’s a fact. THIS IS AMERICA
Somewhere in America:
A drunken hobo slips on a condom
Looks up and reads this
then chokes on his chewing tobacco
Dying successfully in the gutter
Next to three aborted babies wearing
diapers in RED, WHITE, AND BLUE—

Somewhere in America:
When I am out of the room
A nubile boy enters dropping his pants
To the floor and Googles boobs
He looks at the 10,000 dots of light
And shoots off his Beebee gun losing an eye

Ever since the Nubile Young Boy Act was passed
Nubile Young Boys could legally beat their meat
As long as they referred to it as
polishing a Beebee gun

Suddenly his mother enters the room
and smacks him with a Bible
snapping his Woody-thin neck
His dead body somersaults into the gutter like
A tumbleweed from a Western Movie settling
next to the hobo and the three aborted babies wearing
RED, WHITE and BLUE---

(somewhere along the line it is revealed that I am the writer to the first part of this poem. The snappy, overindulgent part at the beginning. I learn that there is no place for me or writing like mine. I crumple the first overindulgent part into a ball in tears, then realizing I am too prideful uncrumple it. I decide to burn myself at a funeral pyre and have the hope that my heavy words will be more popular in England. I send my ashes in a paper plane made of my folded poem over the LARGE OCEAN to Europe. A European man of mottled ancestry reluctantly catches my poem and ashes in the bristles of his large ambiguously European mustache, with a sigh he brushes sweat from the day’s milking from his brow, readying himself for another long day’s work. He bears my burden of misguided American words on his back like a tortoise, and climbs the tallest European mountain in his mountain village, passing nondescript mountain goats, wolves, and castles, until he reaches the summit. There he lays the work of a thousand American poets within a single BARBIE lunchbox. I await my final resting place tremulously, almost forgetting I am dead. The man looks up to the sky and remembers that he is in Europe, places my airplane in the box, then he pushes all that remains of me and my work and the work of so many American writers over the edge. He goes back to his mountain wife, remembers that he is in Europe and not America, smiles, and decides to never write anything ever.)

Adam Miller

(added 09.27.09)

On the inside looking out

Did you ever feel like you just dont really belong here on planet earth? Like there isn't even one other single soul who really understands you? So much stuff you got built up inside: regrets, guilt, confusion, questions, fears, desires...

Life certainly is the single most unpredictable thing. You think you know something. It's solid. Certain. In the bag. Then the next thing you know ~ in the blink of an eye: everything changes. Your whole world is rocked. All of your securities are now to be questioned. Your gut turns inside out. Your peace becomes turmoil. You ask: how did this happen? who is responsible? what do I do now? where do I go? to whom can I turn? And maybe just maybe...you secretly wanted it to happen. Maybe deep deep down it was there all along. Now its time for part 2:

The craziest part:

There are times now and then when you don't even know your own self. Times when you can't even predict what you're capable of. When you can't predict how you'll handle things that come your way.

When you wonder who am I anyhow?

Living life in this great big world. Existing to live, living to exist. Trying to help whenever there's a need. Trying to cope as you face each day. Wondering if the unknown holds secrets of great bliiss or trenches of sorrow. It's scary. It's fascinating. It's explosive. It's hard. And then...whether you stand alone or you stand in a crowd. It's you, its your thoughts, its your heart~

on the inside looking out.

Mary Fraser Pulli

(added 09.26.09)

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9.25.2009

::: A Taste of Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum 09.25.09 :::

“To have great poets there must be great audiences too.” Walt Whitman


Babies of Octavius (above) by Julie Luke, one of over 20 resident artists displayed in Mad Swirl's Mad Gallery.

In case you missed it, here's is a taste of what's been featured in Mad Swirl's Poetry Forum this week...

Goddamned Genesis.

crickets scrimmage among a warped whirl. Dust swirls
roots soar as sweat pours; a womb woven man unravels
the roughest quilt East of the Rockies; doomed Southern
spider eyes saw me shaking shade and they
scrambled spider legs that held dirty peace.
I melt the crust; now it’s hell under ten trimmed nails.

This soil isn’t worth being buried in.

Two hands from one man
choke an axe handle and
two skinny farm-tanned
limbs: a sharp shovel—
are displacing denizens
by the millions.

This soul doesn’t deserve this soil.

A man makes earth dance—spreads
an angled way for bright white sewer pipes.
Plucking out caulk rock: unveil pearls; pull
some fair foliage as hair from a mane. A man

taming ‘shrooms and soot since
trees can’t slip out nil nutrient
topsoil: take leafs
to the breeze and where
five vultures glide

over the toil: staining creation—
their shadows approve of man’s destruction

Lording over this soil:
I might die—gladly
they won’t let me be
buried in this soil.

Tyler Malone

(3 poems added 09.25.09)

Water

Loss
has no sound,
yet is not difficult
to read.
There is strength
in water,
my hair rusts
in its pursuit.
The rest is
shallow,
let’s keep it a
secret.

Sergio A. Ortiz

(added 09.24.09)

BASEBALL WARS

The war of evening battle bugs
lay siege on a window screen,
like tennis balls beaten with force
they try again, undaunted and dazed.

A man inside watches a baseball game;
the sound scratches to his ears.
His face is unshaven. A cigarette burns
between yellowed fingers. A cold beer
softens his anger. Ashes tumble,
splashing onto slippers dieing of age.

Dishes rattle in the kitchen.
Lunch dishes drip dry in straight lines.
A woman hums to a song buried in
her chest.

Children run the alley below his window.
Baseball bats clink in the hurriedness
of sweaty hands. Voices of excitement,
anger, swearing, oaths of hate. Blood
spills to concrete watering the cities hard
garden.

Above in the apartment. The man smokes his
cigarette.

Roger G. Singer

(added 09.23.09)

BASTARD LORE

Dark with oldest meaning
Bent, twisted, corrupted, corroded
And etched madly into the mind
With fevered strokes of ink
Or even blood
Its methods primitive
Its truths boundless
Hiding a million infinite wisdoms
And even more insanities
Leather bindings beaten by time
Pages yellowed and cracked with the same
You feel the power
As you hold it in your trembling hands
Its fearsome power
Urges you to put it down
To never open it
To hide it, even
But it still persuades you
To gaze upon its hideous essence
Face to maddened face.

Kyle Segars

(3 poems added 09.22.09)

Asking for Directions

When I was a kid,
parents
teachers
and community leaders
taught me to never approach the car
of someone asking for directions
because they likely wanted to abduct
molest
and possibly kill me.

It was not until I was driving around
completely lost
years later
that I realized the absurdity
of such claims.

Regardless of whether I asked children
or adults for directions,
in the span of two hours
I had seven people run away
four called me a pedophile outright
two a killer
and one shrieking woman beat the trunk of my car
with a stick.

Thank god
I didn’t stop off at the convenience store
for some candy
for the road trip
as I had planned to do.

I’d probably be serving a life sentence now
and I still wouldn’t

have directions.

Ryan Quinn Flanagan

(added 09.21.09)

Rescuing Nothing

I went in search of nothing, I wanted to know more about its non-existence, I eventually found it bolted to a red shag carpet on a far away western mesa, You know nothing when You see it screaming under an unforgiving sun, They had cut a jagged hole in it, I could see nothing was clearly suffering...Dusty glass shards rained down from heavy blue, glass clouds, I took out my steel umbrella in one hand, and a hammer in the other to take out the nails that appeared to be made of a light only a god could manifest, nothing was clearly grateful, but said nothing...We faced each other, acknowledged each other silently, and drifted opposite ways...I suspect in the travellings of nothing, It was just in search of meaning, I suspected it wanted to figure out out what it was, and ultimately find out if it was a form of something...It coveted form, meaning, and definition fiercely...

Eric J. Brinovec

(1 poem added 09.20.09)

Shitty ideas

All alone, makes it quiet
on a strict religious diet
As I sit here and shit
a realization will hit
I stare at my toes
clearly nobody knows
Here where my idea's are honed
upon my white, porcelain throne
Questions begin in here
answers based on fear
Most people don't understand
but I never asked for a hand
In the end it comes to this
a wadded piece of paper in my fist
All alone makes it quiet
on a strict religious diet

Poeticshaman

(added 09.19.09)

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Editor-in-chief

MH Clay
Poetry Editor

“I want to stay as close to the edge as i can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.” Kurt Vonnegut